Just another day...been ok to good
work is confusing...i have been moved to a completely different field which i dont have any background experience in. And it is not much of a brainy job as well. When i tell people about the move or rather forced move...some people congratulate on the move and commend me for making a great decision...are they just being nice? some people down right show their shock for being moved and accepting it. What am i to do...i am usually the person who just accepts life...who doesnt fight ...or am i not? i internally fight? i keep swaying? at times i feel may be its for my own good...i can ease off with this job and start plannign about the family...at times i feel i am being mis treated and i should just look else where and move on. I am moe angry that they just moved me without my concern than the job itself...am totally confused. things were okish at home or atleast the moods stayed okish...whenever the husband talks about his family...i am upset...why? is it his tone? atleast today its his bragging tone...or am i imagining things? is it just in my head? i should give it a little rest before i strat using my mouth ...especially the thought that his family never acknowledges the efforts i put in buying and sending gifts to them...i want to bring that up with the husband...but am scared to ruin the good thing thats going on...but thats bothering my on the inside...i think what irritates me most is the fact that he thinks they are perfect...he cannot see their flaws or atleast pretends to not see them is what bothers me most...i should just be able to ignore that rite? why cnanot i?
